eBob’s Blog

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Loveless

What is love? It gives me nothing in meaning, I’ve been in love before, I knew the feeling of being in love, But it only brings me tears when being apart, It seemed beautiful at the beginning, It ended sadly in the end, For me love was a thing to appreciate when it comes, To share with a person that I really love, To give all the best of me, Thinking of the way it will make me happy and sad..together in one

Now I’m afraid to fall in love once again, Cause I know I’m the one who will be hurt, I’ve no trust in relationship of love, I’ve tried to get rid off of it but I just can’t, Experiences make me to go on in life without falling in love, Making me much stronger than my past failures, But I won’t deny that I still want love in my life, But the power to move one step ahead isn’t in me, I’m still weak and I don’t know what decision to make, There are lot of things to take, Love is only lead me to do mistakes

I think maybe live without love is the best for me, Cause love is troublesome and painful, It’s not easy to forget all the loves I’ve been through, It takes loads of time to recover, Sometimes I think I deserve to be loveless, There’s no door in my heart to be opened to someone new, I’ve cried so many times before, Thinking of how stupid I was cause letting myself to be in love, I don’t know what they expected from me, I can’t be what they wanted me to be, I am the way I am now